JackieCartney

I think the best thing in the world is the Sun. Maybe it's because the Sun isn't from this world. Anyway if sunbeam rise from above with his spring power I must dig out old sandals and with sounds of distant keyboards in my mind I taking stairs by three with fresh breath of spring and I know this is what I needed. Just warm up by the Sun no more by the strangers of the night.

I know it can sounds a bit silly, but I miss my mom. She tries to be here, she tries to be there... but in fact she's everywhere and nowhere. It's disturbing talk to her when she isn't listening me. I don't need her aid to shake things to right direction. I just need her to listen. That's all... and when she's not able, then maybe Lilywhite Lilith will be... I just need someone to belive him, someone to trust. You know we all need a person like that, which can calm you down and tell you few wise words to cheer you up:)

I have full fridge of fish salad, but I don't feel hunger at all, but I feel fatigue and strange kind of sorrow. Maybe It's languor of all that things. I wanna sleep for thousand years... or till summer. There is nothing interesting to see. I gazing at can of "Ganzen Tomaten" filled with color pencils. Cat ate my supper and sun is gone. I can still smell rain in the air.